Hormones! Sometimes I like them, and sometimes I don't. Right now, it's in the not liking them. Here's why. My mom used to call me "cold hearted." Meaning that I NEVER cried at anything. Even the movie "Free Willy." Didn't cry. Bambi, no crying. Now I cry while watching Grey's Anatomy, when an old couple doesn't want to tell each other that the wife is dying of cancer. SERIOUSLY! Crying over a little TV show. It wasn't a hard core cry. Just a little teary eyed, and a few stray tears, however, before the baby, that didn't happen.
Now I'm getting to the point where I cry for no reason, other than not feeling well. Clint has been really sweet through this weird hormone being pregnant in the first trimester stage. Today he sat with me for a little bit, even though he had some serious reading to do for Class tonight. He brought me Kool-Aid, and Ice water whenever I wanted it. Even before he left for class, he wanted to make sure that I was going to be okay here at home alone. He brings me water whenever I get sick, and trust me that's alot. Which takes a lot for him, because he doesn't like that sort of thing. Poor guy yesterday I tried to hold in the puke because he was bringing me water, but I got sick right as he walked in the bathroom, he handed me the water and then turned around white as a sheet. He's trying so hard for me, and I love him for it!
Tonight is the first night I've been alone since I've been back from the hospital. Which really isn't a bad thing, but it feels weird. Clint is in class, and he didn't get his book done for class. I feel somewhat bad because he's been caring for me, that he didn't have time to finish it. Amy is working tonight, she's actually closing. She normally works in the morning, but this week she is closing most of the week.
Clint moved his office to the garage. So the garage and the office/baby's room is a total mess. The garage will start to go back to normal this week. Dr. Oyrinde (or Dr. O), my lead teacher at DTA, said I can start bringing in my stuff on Wednesday. That will be nice because I can start getting my classroom ready. I'm so excited to get school started! Speaking of which I should get busy on the classroom website!
I've been off of my pain meds now for three days. My arm is healing nicely. I actually saw new fleshy pink skin covering part of the wound! SWEET!
Well that's all for now, more updates later!
1 comment:
Poor thing, I totally understand where you are coming from. I never cried. Not even through my first two pregnancies. This third is my first girl and I cry at the drop of a hat now. It's so embarassing. At least we can comfort ourselves knowing its just these darn hormones! I hope you feel better soon. Most people stop getting sick, I hope you are one of them.
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